CHAPTER TWO
The hovercraft set down gently in a small meadow by an empty
house. The house was built of local
stone and wood for new settlers who would not arrive for several months. Jamerin had picked it for that reason. It had
been simple for Jamerin to take the hovercraft.
It basically piloted itself on voice command. All he had to do was choose the coordinates
of his destination. Despite his age, he had an intellect superior to many
adults, but only the maturity a little above his eight years.
“Jamie are we going to live here without Mommy and Daddy?” Lara
asked him.
“We have to Lara. It’s the
only way Parei can stay with us,” Jamerin said.
“We are just going to stay here until we can find someplace else.”
“Can’t Parei just stay here and we can come visit her?”
“Not alone, Lara.” Jamerin retorted. “She’s my psi-mate. We will be pledged when we grow up. She will be like your sister, then.”
“But Mommy and Daddy will miss us.
I can feel them worried about us,” Lara said. “We hurt their feelings
making them think we were home when we were running away.”
“And we scared them too, because we can do that,” Jamerin said a
bit smugly.
“Scaring people is mean,” Lara disapproved. “Mesgar told us
that. I love Mommy and Daddy. I don’t want to scare them. I want to go home.”
“Don’t be a baby, Lara. We can’t go back. They will make Parei go back to Otian and
Rona.” Jamerin snapped. “Come on, let’s
go inside and see if the food processor is working. I’m getting hungry and I’m kind of tired
after staying up all night.”
Jamerin opened the canopy and the door of the craft and they
climbed out. Parei took Jamerin’s hand
and then Lara’s and the three of them walked up to the main entrance of the
house. It was locked, but Jamerin used
his growing telekinetic skill to force the lock. The door opened and they walked inside. It was beautiful and completely furnished,
including the food processor. Jamerin
programed the food processor to accept his voice commands and ordered breakfast
of protein bars and hot sweetened cereal.
After breakfast, they found the bedroom with the largest bed and
laid down on it together sharing the two pillows. Parei had been fairly quiet
ever since they freed her from the shipping container. Though she didn’t share her thoughts with
Jamerin, he sensed that she too was troubled.
It bothered him.
Parei was conflicted in her loyalty to him and to her
parents. He didn’t really understand why
even he felt conflicted. The thought of
being separated from Parei for years at a time was distressing to all of three
of them. But Lara was right. What they had done went against the most basic
practices of psionic ethics that Mesgar had taught them.
Jamerin knew it was wrong, but Parei was his best friend, his
future mate. He loved her already as a child loves a favorite playmate. He knew about sex and mating, but he didn’t
have those feelings yet. They would come when he was older. He didn’t want to
wait ten years to be with her or twenty years like Mommy and Daddy.
His eyelids felt heavy and he soon fell asleep despite his inner
musings.
Thirteen-year-old
had gone to bed before his guardians Hankura and Chelle had returned to their
mountain home. He woke up and dressed eagerly that morning expecting to find
them in the dining room for breakfast with their children. He frowned as he started down the hallway
from his room. He didn’t sense anyone in
the house except his adopted family---Orin, Nalina and three-year-old Saleah.
“Where is
everyone? I thought they were coming late last night,” he said.
Nalina was
setting out food as it came from the processor.
“They went to find Jamerin and Lara.
They ran away last night with a little girl from the ship---Jamerin’s psi-mate.”
“I went to unload
the droid tram and one of their hovercrafts was missing. Jamerin and Lara were gone, but he used psi
to make his parents think they were in bed sleeping.” Orin told him. “I wonder if taking him to Velran did any
good at all. They weren’t even home one
night before he pulled something.”
“But why would he
do that?” Lanimer asked.
“The little girl
from the ship is his psi-mate,” Nalina answered. “Her parents won’t let her stay here and
Hankura and Chelle won’t let him go on the ship. Psi-mating makes them do crazy things. “
“It’s not like
they’re old enough to mate,” Orin muttered.
“They’re just kids.”
“Psions are
different,” Nalina said. “They get attached mentally. You know Jamerin has
always been very sensitive.”
“And undisciplined,”
Orin grumbled.
“But he saved
your life before he was even born.” Nalina reminded.
“And he almost
killed you!” he countered. “Goddess, when I found you lying there like that, I
thought you were dead!”
“I am fine, Orin.
He didn’t mean to hurt me, I know he didn’t,” Nalina said. “His mind was
damaged.”
“Well, I’m not so
sure it’s fixed now. He used mind control on his parents for Goddess sake!”
“Oh, man!”
Lanimer exclaimed. “Is he in trouble now!
I didn’t have to go to Velran to learn Psion Ethical Protocols. My first mother taught me that when I was
four.”
“But you didn’t
dawn as strongly as Jamerin and you were receptive,” said Nalina. “Chelle says
it’s the psi-mating. The little girl’s
mother married Captain Otian so she lives on the ship with them. They were
together every day for six months.”
“I think he’s
just a bad seed. I don’t see how we can
ever really trust him,” Orin said.
“Orin, he’s just
a child! You have to give him a chance to adjust.”
“No child should
have that kind of power!”
“Maybe not, but
he does. We have to help him understand he must be careful.” Nalina said. Despite what he had done, she still loved
Jamerin. It wasn’t his fault that healing Orin had somehow damaged him. She
could never forget that Orin had been shot trying to protect her and
Lanimer---because despite his kindness to them, he was a bred a Tregan dog
soldier….
At barely twenty, Nalina was orphaned during the
bombardments at Lake Lessat. The village had been razed while Nalina was
working at Mikal's agricomplex. She lived there with him and his two young
wives, serving as governess for Lanimer. Mikal's two wives worked---Lania as an
interpreter at Medrin Starport, and Merris worked in the mine outside of Elran.
Mikal had been a Master Technician at the Elran Medical Clinic. He'd been
hoping one day to complete his physician's training so he could become a
physician like his old friend Hankura.
"All those dreams are gone now," Nalina's
voice was thick with emotion. "He and his wives were all I had left. I think
Mikal was beginning to care for me--maybe enough to make me his third wife. I
could have been house mate for all their children. Merris' baby would have been
born just before winter solstice. Maybe next year I could have born a third
child for Mikal." She sniffled. "Now they're all dead. No one even
buried them."
"I buried them--side by side," he told her.
"I'm sorry they died. I thought they would make it, I wanted them to make
it."
"So you buried them to salve your
conscience?" Nalina's tone was sarcastic.
"I'm not like them! I hate them!" Orin
asserted.
"If you hate the Tregans so much, why do you wear
their uniform? Why do you look like them? What makes you different from those
murderers?"
"My genes may have been strung together in the
same pattern as theirs, but Nalina, I wasn't raised as an animal and
conditioned to become a ruthless killer from childhood as they were.”
"I grew up in Veldis Lar before the Tregans took
it. My host mother and her mate raised me with the same love they would have
given a naturally conceived son. We were warned in time for my parents to
escape, but the soldiers found me. Because I looked like the other soldiers,
the Commander General had me dragged from my home in chains. They tried to
break me on Tregas. Two months of brainwashing and survival training and they
thought they could make me into a soldier. Ha! That kind of brainwashing only
works with the young ones before the mental shield is fully matured. They
figured pain would work instead."
Orin shuddered. "I pretended to be like them so
they wouldn't kill me. I didn't want to die. Then, they sent me here to kill
people who never did anything to me. But, they're the ones who made my life
hell, so I killed them."
He fell silent for time, staring out into the darkness
through the doorway of the bunker. The things he had seen since he came to
Zevus Mar gave him many sleepless nights. He could still hear that Zevian girl
screaming in his dreams as Damon tortured her. He should have killed Damon
then--before he had the chance to hurt anyone else. But then, they would have
killed him on the spot.
Orin wished he could stop feeling guilty. At least he
had saved Nalina and Lanimer. They were safe now, and they could take care of
themselves.
"You won't have to worry about me anymore,
Nalina. I'll be gone by sunset tomorrow," he said abruptly.
She gasped. "You're just going to leave us
here?"
"Do you want me to stay?" Orin's eyes mocked
her and he laughed. "It's been a tenday and a half, and you're still
terrified of me. You've been scared so long; you see only a soldier--not a man.
You'll be glad to see the last of me."
Even in the darkness, Orin could see that she wasn't
glad at all. But she was too proud or too stubborn to say so.
"Do you want me to stay, Nalina?"
"I don't know," she murmured with a
defensive shrug.
She gave a sharp cry as Orin seized her arm and forced
her to look into his eyes with his other hand. "Don't you, Nalina,"
he demanded in a hushed whisper? Her eyes went wide with fear and she shrank
from his grip.
Orin let her go before his emotions took control of
him. He jumped up and stalked out of the bunker into the cool night air. What
had he expected? He might as well face it now as later. That's how they would
all feel about him.
As a deserter, he was a lost man with nowhere to
belong and no one to care….
But Nalina had cared. It just took her awhile to
figure that out. Orin would have left that next day, but the Tregan’s came back
looking for him. He’d protected her and
Lanimer by killing them all. Not until he came back wounded did she realize how
much she had come to care for him. She also realized how much he cared for her
and Lanimer because he had risked his life to save them.
He had been trying to protect them when he shot Casir
and was in turn shot by Bren. He would have died except for Lanimer. Lanimer
was the son of Hankura’s friend. Because Orin had saved him and Nalina, Hankura
and Chelle had risked everything to save him….
Hankura completed every procedure flawlessly, but it
wasn't good enough.
He took the scan readings twice to be sure there was
no mistake even when his gut feeling told him they were right the first time.
"Mother, I don't know what else to do,"
Hankura muttered, looking up at Casir and then to his wife beside him.
"I've outdone myself as it is. It would have been easier to clone him
another body and switch brains--and they don't teach that on Velran or anywhere
else I know of. The son of a bitch is still dying and I can't bring him
back."
But--maybe I could. Her thought whispered itself in his mind.
"No!" Hankura pulled off his surgical mask
and gripped her shoulders. No, Chelle. It
isn't worth the risk. He's just a fucking Tregan. You can't risk your life and
our son's for him. I sensed the fault in his mental shield, too... but you
can't. He could take your life....
I know that, Hankura. It terrifies me, but he isn't like the others. We
can't forget about Lanimer and Nalina. He saved them at the risk of his life.
Can we do less?
But, his killings cost Kaara's life and nearly yours.
But he didn't know. Hankura, he was thrown in the middle of this the same
as we were. Who are we to condemn him to death when we can save him? He is a
man and we have sworn to preserve human life if it is within our power. We went
against that once---we have a choice this time.
Mother of Life, Chelle! I could lose you in the process. His life is not
worth yours to me ... you are everything to me--the essence of my life. I can't
lose you.
Then, help me, Hankura. Help me save him and keep my life's essence. We
could do it together---together our wills must surely be stronger than his.
Hankura stared deeply into her shining blue eyes, torn
by the stirring of his conscience and his love for this woman carrying his
child. She believed that his love was the key, the controlling factor in her
healer's power. If they could keep Orin Hart alive, make him whole again, it
would in some small way pay the debt they felt they owed for the killings in
their escape.
Hankura prayed that the key would fit the lock.
Hankura and Chelle stood alone with the silent form of
Orin Hart, his life slipping away, second by second. Hankura became enveloped
in a wave of emotion as he gazed down into his wife's sparkling blue eyes. He
understood more clearly than ever that this would be a healing for them as
well. He brought his hand to her cheek in an exquisitely gentle caress as he
touched his lips to hers. How he loved her!
We are one like the water
that soars in the fountain. Your love is my love. Your sorrow, my sorrow, your
joy, my joy... my life, your life. We are one on the Path of Insight. We are
one as the water that soars in the fountain. Your soul is my soul---we are one
in life...death...eternity. Thus is the Circle of Life. Together, we seek life
for us, for Orin Hart, and for the son in our womb. We, as one spirit, seek the
light of life.
Eyes held eyes, mind held mind, and then Chelle turned
to the silent form on the table. The silence was broken only by the soft
gurgling sound of the life support machine. In their singleness of purpose,
Hankura and Chelle didn't hear it.
Hankura stood close behind Chelle as she held her
hands poised over Orin Hart's massive chest. He moved still closer, molding her
body against his as he wrapped his arms around her waist. Pressing his cheek
against her hair, he lost himself in her spirit. Chelle leaned into his
strength, immersing herself in the warmth of his love, and they became
enveloped in the psychic aura of their life's essence. Slowly, Chelle lowered
her tingling hands to touch the body and soul of a man called Orin Hart.
Mentally, she approached the tiny fault in Orin’s natural mental block.
They-one---she and Hankura---were instantly plunged
into a chasm of darkness. At first, it seemed like an endless dark tunnel with
no light to guide them. Were they too late? No nightmare or reality could have
prepared them from the cold, stark terror that gripped them on the blind
journey. Falling, falling, falling with no sense of up or down.
Then, as if through a window, they sensed a tiny ember
glowing in the distance. It beckoned them---the life essence of Orin Hart.
There was a deathly stillness as the ember faded. They-one crawled through the
window at the end of the tunnel by the faint light. Their light filled the
darkness and touched the fading glow. In their light, Orin Hart glowed brighter
and stronger, drawing energy from their light until they-one began to dim in
his light.
His ember grew brighter and brighter. Flames grew up
all around them, threatening to swallow up they-one. Orin Hart pulled at their
light, hungry for the warmth that his essence lacked. But they-one stood
bravely among the flames against his pulling and tearing until they-one nearly
drifted into he and she again. He and she drew near death's ridge, the thread
of their bond taut and thin.
Then the bond was strengthened by the tiny entity that
was to be their son, and they were enveloped in the warmth of his essence which
strengthened their bond and drew them together--three one. They came back from
the edge of the chasm, taking back from Orin Hart some of their waning
strength. They fled back through the window, into the black abyss.... back into
the light of he and she.
Orin Hart lived. He and she lived. The unborn child
lived.
It was some time before Hankura became aware of the
light inside the surgical cell again and the warmth of Chelle's supple body
gripped tightly against him. She gasped for breath against his crushing hold on
her rib cage. Slowly, he realized and loosened his hold so she could breathe
more easily. She was limp in his arms, but her deep, even breathing reassured
him. He pulled the surgical cap from her head and blotted the dampness from her
face. He tenderly caressed the soft, cropped hair that framed her face in wispy
curls and smiled. The healing had been theirs as well. He didn't have to look
at the readouts to know they had won.
The quest had weakened their bodies, but Hankura felt
his spirit soaring with hers. After a time, he found the strength to lift her
in his arms and carry her out in the cool of dawn.
Casir met them outside. Med-Techs were arriving to
transport Orin Hart to a sealed life support chamber at the Elran clinic.
"Thank, Goddess!" Casir sighed. "He
almost took you. I sense you're both very weak."
"We are," Hankura whispered. "She was
right, you know. Love saved us in the form of our child. I never
dreamed...."
"Nor I." Casir shook his head in awe, his
pale cat-like eyes filled with relief. "Let me help you." He held out
his arms and together they carried Chelle to the waiting hovercraft. Casir
helped them both inside and stood watching until the craft lifted and slowly
glided away. Then he smiled. They were
going to be all right.
Not until a long time afterward did Nalina and Orin
learn how close they had come to losing all their lives. Because of Lanimer,
they had saved Orin after all they had suffered at the hands of the
Tregans. They made Nalina and Orin part
of their family because they loved Lanimer and Lanimer loved them.
They would have taken Lanimer to Velran with him, but
he didn’t want to leave Nalina and Orin for almost three years.
Sensing Nalina’s musings and remembering the day they
found Nalina after Jamerin had inadvertently blasted her with psi he said,
“Well, at least Jamie didn’t hurt anyone this time, so he must have learned
something on Velran.”
“Thank Goddess for that,” Orin said grudgingly.
“And I bet he
felt bad when he found out what he did,” Lanimer added. “He liked her before
the dawning of his psi messed him up.”
“Of course that’s my fault,” Orin sighed.
“It wasn’t something you meant to do. It just happened
when Jamerin was at a vulnerable stage in his prenatal development.” Lanimer
explained.
“How’d you get so smart,” Orin teased.
“I been studying. I’m going to be a Master Tech like
my father and go back to Zevus Mar to live at our agricomplex. I know they
still need techs and physicians there.”
“When did you decide this?” Both Orin and Nalina gave
him a troubled look.
“Just been thinking about it lately. My inheritance is
there and we liked living there before the Tregans came,” Lanimer said
haltingly. “I just feel like it’s what I’m supposed to do. You and Nalina could come.”
“I don’t know if that’s such a good idea,” Orin said.
“I am technically still a fugitive. If they were to figure out I am Tregan, I
can still go to prison.”
“But you only killed those bad Tregans. You only shot
Casir by mistake. He helped get you off Zevus Mar.”
“They don’t know all that on Zevus Mar. I look just
like those other Tregans and they’re never going to forget what they did there.
I probably wouldn’t even live to see prison if I went back there.” Orin said.
“I don’t blame you for wanting to claim what’s yours, but I can’t go back
there.”
“I can’t either Lanimer. Our life is here, now,”
Nalina added. “But Orin is right. When you are a grown man, it’s only right
that you go back to claim your inheritance.” She paused and smiled warmly at
him. “We don’t have to worry about that for a few years yet.”
Lanimer smiled back at her and started eating his pancakes.
“Right. I can’t start tech training at the clinic until I turn sixteen. That’s
going to take five years.”
“I sure hope Jamerin is planning on leaving, too,”
Orin said stubbornly. He reached for his cooling jern and took a careful sip.
“Orin! Not in front of the children,” Nalina
admonished. “Chelle said it’s the
psi-mating that has his feelings all mixed up---then spending the last six
months with the little girl. It’s probably separation anxiety.”
“Do you think I will ever be psi-mated?” Lanimer
wondered.
“If you are, I hope it’s after you grow up,” Orin
said. “It sounds like it might make you a little crazy when it happens.” He cut
off a small wedge from the stack of pancakes and syrup on his plate, speared
them with his fork, and put them into his mouth.
With everyone served, Nalina sat down to her own
breakfast. Three-year-old Saleah was finally learning to use a fork and spoon
to eat. Now more food went into her mouth than on her face.
Nalina was glad Saleah was normal. She couldn’t
imagine raising another psion like Jamerin. Lanimer was never the trouble
Jamerin had been. But then, she had to remember why. The child wasn’t to blame.
She hoped when his parents got this straightened out, he would be all right.
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